February 2012
238 posts
this needs to get more exciting because i don't...
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no more mr. nice guy.
let the shit talking begin.
i want.
to see Topanga, Danielle Fishel.
I think she still goes here! so I better see her one of these days!
I should stop being lazy, but I am so drained from yesterday.
UGH!
I will be good to myself & not stress out over little things & stop procrastinating.
I will treat my body well be eating healthy & going to the gym.
I will do something good that won’t just benefit me.
its a whole working on myself to be better & possibly not eating red meat type of thing.
still...
lent.
I gave up giving things up.
it all started last year when I decided to do something more & I like it better.
if I can make things better & do more without taking away from my life, then that’s fine with me! yeah there are things I could give up but what is that going to do for me besides deprive myself & become less reliable I guess on it.
that’s why I would much...
today.
remember all those depressing posts that had me questioning my love?
i take it all back.
i feel stupid for questioning all that because he really is something else.
<3
i just missed him, that’s all.
& i fell more in love with him.
like i said.. those were my feelings then & these are my feelings now.
taking it one day at a time :]
but an amazing much needed day!
I blame myself.
I put these stupid thoughts in my head that these things are going to happen and be all sweet about it even knowing that it won’t happen.
I guess that’s just the hopeless romantic in me.
He would never do these things that I do, never think these things that I think.
It might be time to really let go and move on. But it’s not that easy..
He is too caught up with his life...
heartbroken.
let down.
boo. :[
